Monday, November 16th, 2009
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6:18 pm
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I just saw Hitler in lederhosen. He did NOT look happy. Hahahahaha. Watching Hitler in the Occult while my evil neighbors are having band practice.
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Friday, September 11th, 2009
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5:54 pm - Swine Flu
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Yeah. I have it too. And it's taking me forever to get over it. It's miserable. But hey! I'm not dying. I just can't eat, really. But I think that's okay. I mean, I'm losing weight. hehe. But anyway. I should be going to a lingerie party tonight. Don't want to because my circle of friends has changed so incredibly. I know I won't be comfortable there. But I'll show up for a little bit. I can make my swine flu the excuse. And then go to the midnight movie. lol. Right. So I know. Very random entry. <3
current mood:  blah
current music: Cash Cab
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Sunday, April 12th, 2009
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6:24 pm
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I'm kind of obsessed with the idea of Zombie Jesus. I mean, nobody thought he was a zombie? Really?
current mood:  lazy
current music: Walking in Space- HAIR
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2009
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2:53 pm - Schreibhemmung
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Alleviating
Beastial
Cute
Dorky
Estrogen-fueled
Falafel-loving
Googly-eyed
Hilarious
Insular
Joking
Kaiserschmarren
Lovely
Mature (at times)
Naughty
Omarosa
Palpitating Heart
Questions Authority
Rude Girl
Scheuerer-loving
Traveling
Unmistakeable
Va-va-oom
Wistful
Xerophyte
Young
Zeppelin
current mood:  discontent
current music: Allein, Allein- Polarkreis 18
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Friday, December 12th, 2008
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4:24 pm - Living things need to be free
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Exams are over. Hallelujah. The semester is over. I'm not sure if I should be relieved or not. It seems like I'll have a complete restart next semester. I'm not sure if I'm happy about it. Ah. Some things just can't be changed. Might as well accept things as they are.
I'm leaving for Vienna tomorrow. Not an opportune time for my mother to tell me strategies of exhorting money from my father. I'm too much of a pussy to tell her that it hurts me hearing about what my father did during the divorce. New Years Resolution? Yes.... =)
I can't wait to see Anna. I just want to lie in her bed and listen to music and give her all of her awesome presents and hug Hanni and Manni and just tell them how much I love them. I realize that I wont be able to spend the entire time with her. But I appreciate every second I have with her.
current mood:  anxious
current music: You Are Free/ My Only Offer- Mates Of State
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Monday, December 1st, 2008
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12:09 pm
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Twilight has fostered an unhealthy obsession with Debussy. So good.
I realized today that I have to stay in Florida for the summer. Shit. Due to this, my emotions are pretty bleak.
It's cold. I'm going to take a shower then drive to Wachovia to drop of my money.
Christmas is too close. When are my presents coming Cottonfactory!?
current mood: blah
current music: Valse Romantique, for Piano, L. 71: Valse Romantique-Claude Debussy
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Monday, November 24th, 2008
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1:25 pm - Hotlanta
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Atlanta was amazing. I don't remember the last time I've seen a skyline, or maybe I've never seen one before. Downtown was very classy. Yuppie heaven.
On the way back we went cotton picking.
It made me love life. =) Regardless of the one month long cold and the impending drama that is bound to happen.
I'm going to Austria very, very soon. My postcards will probably arrive after I get there.
current mood: calm
current music: Sun Down- Nik Freitas
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2008
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2:10 am - What the eff?
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Monday, October 27th, 2008
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1:40 am - Veritas Splendour
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Religious Ethics is the bane of my existence. I thoroughly regret taking this class. But at least I have Jamie in it.
I have the cold that everyone else has. I get sad some times. But I blame it on the way I'm living my life. The higher the highs the lower the lows, right?
current mood:  sick
current music: Free to Stay- Smoosh
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Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
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12:30 am - Plans
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So. I have decided that if all the stock markets really crash in the world...I will buy a motorcycle. And ride it cross-country to California. Where I will become a beatnick and write poetry at the Big Sur. I will live off of oranges stolen from people's backyards.
I just put up an art print of my favorite painting of all time. Egon Schiele makes me come a thousand times over.
 I'm convinced that I was her in a previous life. Sure, she was probably an underage prostitute. But I get this bizarre tightness in my chest every time I look at it. Maybe I was her lover.
current mood:  artistic
current music: New Speedway Boogle- Grateful Dead
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Monday, September 15th, 2008
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12:59 am - Mates of State
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Mates of State is the greatest couple ever. They were amazing tonight.
current mood: calm
current music: Hands- Ms. John Soda
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Monday, September 8th, 2008
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3:32 pm - Wear Seat Belts
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I'm supposed to be reading about consequentialism right now for Religious Ethics. And I remembered the car accident I nearly got into on the Turnpike. A car flipped over the median into my lane, literally 5 cars ahead of me. I had no idea it happened and stayed in my car. After the ambulance/cops came, it was obvious that we weren't going to move any time soon. So I turned my car around and get off at the exit and got back on the Turnpike ahead of the accident. But as I turned to look at the accident I saw a body covered up by a yellow sheet. Somebody died and I didn't even notice it. I don't know what I was expecting. Maybe that I could hear the pulse stop. A long beep, like from the machines that people are hooked up to at the hospitals. Or maybe a light leaving the body. I don't know. I was disappointed by his death. He just died right there on the road. On the hot asphalt, under the hot Florida sun. And then they put his body in the grass, like it was nothing.
I wanted to die in the grass. Become one with nature once again.
current mood: calm
current music: Delta Spirit
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Thursday, August 28th, 2008
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5:53 pm - I took this
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Friday, June 20th, 2008
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2:52 pm
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So...I'm at the office right now. And I'm concentrating on those little forms I have to fill out so that research projects can be financed. I look up. Nobody there. Most of the office has left. I thought this only happened to Trevor. = P Well the job's okay. It's my third day. And they make me do Math. Ugh. But hey! It's Euros in my pocket!
Now I know I've promised postcards. And I have no idea why I haven't sent them. But I will! I miss you all!!!
Austria is either too hot or too rainy. And some stupid gypsy stole my camera right after Austria lost to Germany. What a depressing day. Not even the beer mad my mood better.
I guess I should go now. = / Everybody's pretty much gone. So I should go too, right?
current mood:  accomplished
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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
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12:27 am
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Obsessed with The Streets.
Somebody save me from my Business German project. I can't translate worth crap.
current mood:  stressed
current music: Could Well Be In- The Streets
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Wednesday, March 26th, 2008
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12:33 am - I can't believe I'm posting on this thing.
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I'm a bit disappointed in myself for doing this. Posting, I mean. But when you need to get things out you need them out.
I'm sick of school. I don't want to learn anymore. I just want to start working at the UNHCR right now. I'm starting to seriously consider giving it all up to live the life of a hermit beekeeper in the mountains. But 4 more weeks until it's over. And then a month in Palm Bay. That'll surely make me realize how much I need education to make it in this world. Or to at least reach my standards for success. So more education. A Law Degree specializing in International Law? I don't know...that's far enough away for me.
As you might have guessed I'm going to Europe this summer. I'm trying to get a job there. And my transcripts still haven't come in. The wait is ridiculous. Insufficiency pisses me off. How typically German of me. Even though I'm not German.
Ah but Maggie and Jamie are supposed to meet me in Vienna or Klagenfurt or Munich. And I'm looking at all of these clubs that we'll just have to attend. But I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that it's not going to happen. The last time I was this excited was when my mom and I were supposed to go back to Europe two years ago. And then she had a collapsed lung. Yeah. But the thought of us in Vienna together is just keeping me going right now. So many times was I in Vienna wishing I could be with my friends.
Well...it's the French Movie Festival at FSU and I saw Poison Friends tonight. Wow. It was so bizarrely French but good. I suggest watching it if you like manipulative people getting bit in the ass by Karma. = ) I sure do. Next is 13 Tzameti and after that it's Avenue Montaigne. Yay to getting cultured.
current mood:  giddy
current music: Paris/ New Soul- Yael Naim
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2007
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2:35 pm - I have just one thing to say...
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I refuse to lower my standards for my education just because UCF is closer to my friends.
Face it, UCF is shit. If it's the best you can do, fine. But if you have a better choice, go somewhere else.
I will not be sucked back into that Hell Hole called Palm Bay. I can't wait to go study in England or Croatia.
I can't believe anyone would want to go there. And Krystle's the only one with a good enough reason to go.
I doubt that I'll be coming back to Palm Bay after this school year.
current mood:  bored
current music: Dr.Jordan
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Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
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1:09 am
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Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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6:01 pm - Livejournal
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Somehow posting on livejournal reminds me of a more pathetic time in my life. Maybe I'm feeling pathetic today..or maybe I'm just bored. I got called off of work. I'm almost done with my Economics notebook...
I just looked at some really hot picture of Patrick Wolf (so close to being) naked.
I'm pretty sure that school tomorrow will be hell. But it's okay. I've got my friends. And hopefully the Bacchalaureate ceremony will keep my mind from sad things.
<3
current music: The News
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Saturday, March 31st, 2007
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2:19 pm - this was filed under 'Inspirational quotes about courage'
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The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain.
Karl Marx
It seems that our generation has taken this quote to heart.
current mood: anxious
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